Kawanku - Part 2  

Posted by Bart Persie in ,

Hai all my follower.. Hr nie aku nk memperkenalkn kwn ke2 aku kt korng sume..
Nape aku pilih nk cite ttg die?? Jom lyn ttg die~~
Die la Mazz.. Her full name ialah Mazriana Bt Ashari. A very nice girl with an adorable smile.. Technically, die nie sekelas dgn aku tyme form4.. Tp kejap jer.. N both of us xpenah prasan pn kewujudan masing2..After bbrape hari, both of us pindah skolah. But form 5 die msuk blk skolah tue.. haha..Mmg pelik die nie kan.. Tp kesian la kt die kan.. haha..
Nk dijdkn cite, tyme tgh thn form 5, aku cuti pertengahan sem.. Aku blk Shah Alam n melawat la skolah lameku tue..N tyme melawat tue, aku jmpe mmbr2 aku dgn cikgu aku tgh wat mural.. Kire aku knal la sume.. Kecuali minah sorng nih.. Wat2 comel plak die tyme tue.. Haha.. Nk tego tnye, aku penyegan.. So, biarlah die dgn idupnye.. Haha.. Tyme diorg rehat, aku ade tnye kt Najmi(mmbr kitorg kt skolah tue) sape minah tue.. Najmi ckp 'Name die Maz. Die tue bdk baru.. Ko jgn nk ngade.. Aku dah cop dlu'. Haha.. Gaya cm aku nk brgado psl pmpn.. xde mase beb.. mmbr pnye hal, aku leh mengalah la.. Haha.. Tp aku cm xpuas tgk die.. Cz cm ade sumthin la kt die nie.. Ntahla.. Mls aku nk pk.. Then tyme diorg rehat, die lepak dgn sorng mamat nie.. Najmi ckp tue bf die.. Owh.. Dah brpunye.. xpe2.. Aku blum ingin bercinta pun.. So, no hal la.. xde jelez cket pun..Then cuti aku da abis.. Aku blk Perlis semula.. By weekend, aku g bandar utk on9.. Tb2 aku dpt msg dr sorng awek.. die add aku kt fs.. Alamak.. mcm pnh tgk je minah nie.. Muka cm minah yg aku nmpk kt skolah lame aku hr tue.. Aku pn lyn jela msg2 dgn die kt fs.. Kire evryweek aku msti on9 utk bce n reply msg die.. kire kitorg slalu sgt share prob dlm tue.. Prob psl die dgn bf n prob psl cinta 3segi die..haha.. n ble tyme nk exam, aku da xleh nk on9 dah.. aku pn bg num hp aku.. N sok mlm tue,die msg aku.. Haha..lg sng nk cntct kan.. but after awhile, kitorg stop msging. Until abis spm.. Then bru start msg n call. N we meet for the 1st tyme.. Kire cm ala2 date la.. Haha.. But die ade bf.. aku xkn la nk rampas gf org kan.. Die drive tyme tue. Aku temankn die cari n bli ksut utk her mum.. Kitorg g OU, the curve n ikano. Tp last2 xbli pun.. Haha.. Gle kan? Tp mmg best la kuar dgn die.. Asyik bergelak jer xabis2.. Aku da mula rapat dgn die..Then, ble result kemasukkn matrik kuar, die dpt matrik perak. Die call tnye aku.. Aku xnk jwb.. sb aku dpt same die.. Tmbh2 lg tyme tue bf die dok xpuas aty dgn aku.. Tp cm pondan siam.. Ckp jer berapi.. Tp beraninye xpun.. Erm.. Then die dpt tawu aku dpt same matrik dgn die.. Die dok pujuk2 aku.. But aku was2.. Actually aku dpt offer lain yg lbh baik dr matrik.. Tp mybe sb aku sygkn die sbg kwn baik, aku trime tawaran blaja ke matrik..Erm.. Psl kt matrik, aku rase aku nk skip je bleh? Cz aku tawu die xnk igt pn psl matrik.. Lgpn both of us kuar matrik n tyme tue kitorg ade perang dingin la.. But yg korng prlu tawu, tyme kt matrik, die kire cm sbhgian drp diri aku.. slalu study n mkn same.. Kire almost everywhere die ade, msti aku ade.. N die ske kaco aku.. Tmbh2 lg tyme aku bg speech tyme aku wat perjumpaan mentor mentee(cm program family angkat la..Huhu..). Aku jd ketua mentor mantee(MM) aku. Die ske wat aku trkelu ble aku bg speech.. Bdk2 MM slalu gelakkn aku.. 'ur angel passed by ke?'. sengals tol diorg.. Haha.. N ramai yg slh phm anggap kitorg nie couple.. But kt matrik tue, die byk ajar aku erti kehidupan.. N aku byk blaja psl pmpn.. Mane x nye.. 1st girl yg aku rapat cm2.. N tyme bday aku, die la 1st person yg selain fam aku yg bg adiah kt aku.. Aku sgt2 trharu.. Die bg a small box of cookies(Famous Amos) comes along with a mug filled with choc and etc.. But kantoi harga xbuang plak kan.. Hehe..Its RM16.90.. Till now aku xbuang lg tanda harga tue.. Huhu..Then tyme bday die, aku hadiahkn die CD Gorrilaz yg ori.. ;) Die sgt happy that tyme.. N i still simpan all ur letters to me.. and the bookmark yg u bg dlu.. I really appriciate it.. u telling me how lucky u r to have me as ur besfren.. N as ur only family at matriks.. aku sgt2 trharu ye.. As u said..'i put that bookmark at my notice board to remind me how lucky i am to have u in my life..'. Oh.. Seyes.. kata2 die xpnh aku lupekan smpai ble2..Pas both of us kuar matriks, dlm 6bln pas2 kitorg cntct blk.. But then bbrapa bln jer pas2, my gf (now she is my ex) n her mum xbg aku kwn dgn Mazz.. Then aku trpaksa wat keputusan yg plg sukar. Pilih antara Mazz or gf(My ex).. Then, aku pilih gf aku (My ex) n aku trpaksa lost cntct dgn Mazz.. Die sgt2 kecewa dgn keputusn aku.. Die tgh dlm prob n perlukn aku brsama die.. Aku ksian sgt2 kt die tyme tue.. Tp aku trpaksa n dipaksa utk lupekn die.. Adeh.. Then bbrape bln pas2, aku trase cm aku wat decision yg slh utk Mazz.. Aku clash dgn gf aku tyme tue.. N aku trus cri Mazz blk.. Tp tyme tue.. die sgt2 mrh n benci kt aku.. Adeh.. maaf pn xgune.. Aku da sakitkn aty die.. Tp yg aku ske ttg Mazz nie, die sgt2 tabah.. Mcm2 dugaan die tempuhi.. Tp die harunginye gak.. N kalau la aku diberi 5 wish.., 1 of them ialah aku nk Mazz bhgia..No more tears will pour from ur eyes anymore.. Kalau boleh, aku nk ulang blk masa n ubah segala2nya.. Aku xnk wat die nangis walau skali.. Kalau xleh, biarlah aku xpnh knal die pn, so that die xkn sedih2 dsbbkan aku..Till now, kitorg still keep in touch.. But xdela seakrab dlu2.. Even aku sntiasa anggap die sbg bestfren aku, tp die xkn anggap yg sama kt aku dah.. Silap aku jgk.. Erm.. But dia antara org yg akn sntiasa jd bestfren aku smpai ble2.. Masih aku igt.. Dlu die nk sgt ank die name Mukhriz.. But now rasenye die dah xnk kot.. Haha.. Biarlah.. people change rite..N lastly,aku doakn die akn jmpe jgk org yg plg sesuai dgn die.. Walau dah byk bf tuka2.., tp die cm aku gak.. Ble dah cinta, die akn setia.. Laki die curang byk kali pn, die ttp sygkn bf die.. Oh ya.. Sblm aku trlupe, pe yg aku ske ttg die ialah die nie baik.. xpnh tipu kt aku.. Tp dgn bf die dlu( Now dh jd her ex).. Ssshhhhhh... aku je yg taw k.. Hahaha..n die nie ske menghafal,xske nk phm pn.. Ble aku ajar die, die msti pndang aku.. Geram tol.. Pandang buku tu la!!! Haha.. Nsb baik die agak comel tyme tue.. Kalau x, mmg kene maki la kan.. Haha.. Just kidding.. :P
Okay la.. Thats all for this tyme.. Byk lagi cite ttg si Mazz nie.. But nie jela yg boleh dikongsikn.. Dah pnjng berjela da pun.. Eh.. U called me Khubz rite?? Haha.. N hey.. Kite xpnh pn ade pic kite berdua kan?? Even xpnh ade dlm single pic pun.. Pelik kan?? Haha.. I will tell u guys bout the story of other friends plak in the next post.. Roger in and out~

-Bart87

Peluang  

Posted by Bart Persie in

Pagi nie aku ke kelas..
tyme tgh syok belaja..
tb2 lect ckp uitm ditutup seminggu..
aduh..aku tb2 trase cm xnk cuti..
cz aku bru je tanam azam utk study hard n lupekn masalah2ku seketika..

bg aku, peluang utk dpt mood study nie bkn selalu dtg..
n mybe aku bakal mensia2kn peluang ini..
rugi kan?

ckp psl peluang..
aku tringt kata2 kwn karibku dulu..
'kalau kita mencintai seseorg, kita akn cuba utk tak memaki n memarahi dia..'
die suh aku simpan ayat nie btol2.. katanya tue la petua utk mencintai org.. ntah la.. aku amat merindui dia.. kami da lame lost cntct.. Bile la agaknye nk terjumpe number die blk..
N lg 1 pesanan die..
'peluang hanya dtg sekali.. kalau dtg 2 kali tue beerti nasib kita baik.. Tp xmungkin akan ade peluang ke3.'

Ayat2 die sntiasa aku sematkn dan aku amalkan.. but now aku da ilang segala2nya..
Hati aku dah mula kosong.. kosong bagai warna jernih yang kian kelabu.. kelabu kerna akan kubiarkan ia smpai berdebu..


Mood song : Masih cinta - Kotak, Cela - Boneca

-Bart87

My 22nd Birthday  

Posted by Bart Persie in ,

Yesterday was my 22nd birthday.. But im not so old..hehe..
erm..Thanks for those yg wish my bday especially my family n friends.. Im so glad to receive it eventhough Shahril lmbat bbrape jam.. But its okay.. Atleast ko igt gak kt aku yer..
Erm.. Agak ramai yg wish me n give me present.. Thanks yer.. :D
Maz n Nai.. both of u never forget my bday.. Tp Maz.. I waiting a present from u.. da brape tahun u xpnh bg taw.. hehe.. :P
Nways, there someone yg aku sgt2 brharap die akn igt to wish me.. But aku tnggu smpai kul 12mlm pn still xde single msg dr die.. hurm..
Mybe aku da xberguna pd die.. I really2 sorry cz making u mad.. But seyesly.. i just hope u send me a short msg 'happy bday', that will make me fly to the moon.. Tp xde pun.. Erm.. mybe its all my fault.. Tahla.. I do tried so hard to solve our prob.. But i sntiasa xbrjaya.. forgive me ye.. I xtdo yesterday cz thinkin of what i've done.. Erm.. mmg i slh.. mybe i terdesak nk baik dgn u semula.. I wont disturb u lg dah.. i think i have to make some sacrifice.. Hope u will understand knp i doing all this yg u ckp 'psycho' nie.. n pagi td u ckp u sgt2 benci i.. Erm.. I da xleh watpe.. Lg i pujuk, lg u benci.. nie la sshnye when i already go feeling to someone.. im thinkin bout her 24/7.. hope that i can hear she is happy.. Tp aku cm bg die lg tension jer.. adeh.. i really dnt knw what to do.. Maybe sumday, i will recover back.. mcm tyme u leave me alone dlu.. Insyaallah..
Till then..

-Bart87

I cant wait tomorrow come..  

Posted by Bart Persie in ,

Tomorrow i will start a new chapter of my life..
A new semester..
with a new car..
a new hope..
a new environment...

But being a 4th semester degree student always shaking out my legs..
Oh i'm a bit nervous actually.. This is a critical semester.. with two killer subjects waiting to slaughting me.. It will be vital.
And in this semester also I will be apart from A.. A is moved out to another place.. Erm.. I guess there is no more dinner together after this.. hurm.. Hope u will be comfortable there..
I always pray for ur success and ur happiness even when u r not with me..
And i do will miss u.. but i'm so afraid to tell u.. Cz u did mad at me once bcz of that..
But what i know is i really miss ur beautiful smile and ur adorable laugh.. :)
For Nely, Be a good junior ye.. Hope u wont do the same mistake as mine..
To chai, kimi,n all their brotherhood.. We will do our best to score this sem.. No more bad result.. N goodluck for urs Dynamics...:D
And last but not least..
To my big bro.. Welcome home.. Its been awhile i didnt meet u..
I just cant wait for tommorow come..