Die seorang perempuan yang brjaya menawan hati saya..
Seyes sbnrnye saye pun masih tak percaya lagi smpai skg..
yang saya telah jatuh cinta..
Dan sukar saya percye yg die tlh menyintai saya..

mula2 kenal dlu, mmg saya anggap die sbg kawan je.. kawan baik saya..
tp ble dh lame knal.. die ada semua ciri2 seorng perempuan yang saya idamkan.
Die sgt2 baik hati, caring, baik n die ni tak macam perempuan lain yg setengahnya hanya mahu kikis diut lelaki je.. oh saya dh byk kali jmpe perempuan mcm ni..
Dia jgk leh sabar dgn saya yg kdg2 a bit out of mind.. huhu..
N the best thing bout us ialah kitorg tak pernah bergaduh lagi walaupun dh lame knal.. dh nk 2 thn kitorg knal.. tp bru brjumpa hujung tahun lepas..

mcm2 bnde kitorg dh lalui.. walaupn dlm jarak jauh..
kitorg trpisah sejauh lbh kurng 45km.. huhu..
tp bak kate org.. jauh dimata, dekat dihati..
tu yg buatkn saya sntiasa merindui die..

Yang pasti skg, saya sgt2 bahagia dgn die..
xpnh2 saya rase bahagia sgt2 sblm ni.. tp saya dpt rase bila dgn dia..
saya amat mencintai die..
die slalu bg semangat kt saya.. die segalanya buat saya..
Dan skg ni.. saya xsanggup kehilangan die..
kerna saya dh jmpe org yg saya idamkan..
bak kate org.. peluang tak dtg selalu.. kdg2 ianya dtg once in a lifetime..
so, saya taw.. saya xmungkin akan jmpe gadis yg baik,cntik n comel mcm die lg dah pasni yg snggup berkongsi kasih dan hidup dgn saya..

I love you so much sayang..
i need you always..
and i miss you badly..
My Maria Ellena..



Till then,
-Bart87

ntahla hari nie aku sgt2 sedih..
bermacam2 masalah membebani aku..
dugaan pelbagai ragam menimpa diriku..
lepas satu, satu..

Aku cuba kuatkan diri ini..
tp jujur aku katakan bahawa aku kesepian..
org yg slalu mendengar masalahku pn tgh dlm dilema..
tak mungkin aku akn tambahkan kesensaraan dia..

aku merenung diluar jendela..
trase lemah utk bangun dari lena..
aku mcm nk tdo je..
sampai september menjelma..

awk..
jgn kusutkn kepala awk tu..
sy xske tgk awk dlm mslh n menangis..
kalau tiada jalan lain, sy sanggup pergi..
biarlah sy sorng je yg taw apa yg aty sy rasai..

awk..
kalau dah jodoh, ianya xkn kemana..
mmg btol.. cinta xleh dipaksa..
tp skg awk dlm situasi terpaksa..
walaupn awk taw hubungn awk dgn die mmg xkn kemana..

awk..
buatlah keputusan yg trbaik dlm semua aspek..
sy sntiasa sokong dgn keputusan awk..
walaupn ianya mungkin tak memihak pd sy..
tp sy tetap sygkn awk smpai bila2..



till then,
-Bart87

ckp apa pun tak gune lagi..
bnde dah jadi pun..
Lebih kurang 3 hari tak jumpa dan tak bercakap dengan gf yang paling setia..
kami even xcntct antara 1 sama lain..
die terlantar di hospital.
tahla.. xtawu cmne condition die skg..
hanya doa yg mampu diberikn buat dirinya..
trase sgt brsalah pd die..
maafknlah diri ini sayang..

kau la teman disaatku duka..
kau la penghibur disaatku hiba..
kau la pembantu disaatku tak cukup masa..
kau la segala-galanya..

kini ku merinduimu..
tanpamu disisi aku merasa kehilangan..
aku trase sgt2 susah bila bersorngn..
dan ianya jd 1 pengajaran..

cintailah gf kita lbh dr kita mencintai diri kita.
kerna bla terjadi sesuatu,
menyesal kemudian tiada guna.

I really miss u darl.. :(


till then,
-Bart87

Most of people wondering what is the meaning of 'Khubaib'
To tell you frankly, I didn't know it either..

But some of my friend who also 'Khubaib' give their opinion about it.
One man told me that it means a clever & intelligent man and another told me that it means Ruler or Sultan.

But yet again, it is not exact meaning.. But all i can confirmed that Khubaib is a name of sahabi (Prophet PBUH companion). Or in Malaysia, we call it sahabat Rasulullah SAW.


His name was Khubaib Bin Abi. Prophet PBUH send him to teach Islam under Ashim bin Tsabit but they were arrested. Ashim bin Tsabit ask them to fight but all of them died except Khubaib bin Adi and Zaid bin Datsanah.

Then Khubaib Bin Abi had been transfer to Mekkah. He been surrender to Quraisy people as the lost reward in Badar War. Quraisy put a death sentence to Khubaib Bin Abi.

Before he's been punished, he wish to perform 2 rakaat prayer. Then he said, ' If it is not because scared of die, then i will add another rakaat'.

Quraisy people ask him, 'how about if we exchange you with Prophet PBUH to be at your position(Waiting for death sentence)?'. Then he replied 'For Allah, I won't let myself stay healthy with my family, while Prophet PBUH don't.'

Finally he is dead under death sentence by Quraisy.


It is really a sad story.. But He is so brave. I admire him so much and i hope i will be like him as well. Insyaallah..

Till then,
-Bart87

I will be gone for a while..
Going back to my hometown in Kedah.
I will MIA (missing in action) about a week maybe..
Means no internet within that period of time..
Oh I will miss you all..

Do keep on blogging okay.
Can't wait to read your new stories.. :)

Nways, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha..
Moga raya anda dipenuhi kemeriahan dan ketenangan, Insyaallah..


Till then,
-Bart87

Its almost 2 weeks i'm on my semester break..
But yet still nothing to do much.

Last week, i had decide to join my friend in a competition which is IID(Invention, Innovation and Design).
This competition is organized by RMI(Research Management Institute).
Participants have about 2 months to prepare with a product and will be presenting early next year (12-14 January 2010) at Dewan Sri Budiman & Annexe, UiTM Shah Alam.
For more info about this competition, just click here.

So, maybe i'll be busy these few days because of researching and understanding about my project..
We try to invent something about turbine.
Hope we will make it.. :)
Insyaallah..



Till then,
-Bart87

Ptg kwn aku ajak kuar jln..
Nk tgk wayang katenye..
Pnye aku tnggu kete kancil silver beliau tb2..
Mazda RX-8 yg dibawa!
Kitorg g sunway tgk cite 2012..
Mmg aku a bit trkezut n jelez..
Mane x nyer.. Tu kete fav aku wayh..
Mamat tu plak sebaya dgn aku..
Ko tnggu la 1 hr nnt..
Aku nk pakai gak kete cm ko..
N mybe lbh best dr tu.. haha!!
Pic nnt aku bubuh..
Skg still trase taksub dgn kete ko td.. :D
Tnggu la end of next year aku nk kuarkn kete bru gak..
kete ape??
xleh gtaw lg.. tgh dlm plan. But for sure setaraf or mybe lbh mahal la..
Just wait n see.. :)

I felt so unwell this morning..
Its all started since yesterday..
Urgh.. I hate it so much..
Have to cancel many plans due to my sickness..
But sorry my friends.. I didn't tell you guys bout this..
I gave another reason instead..

Bile la nk baek demam nih.. hurm..


till then,
-Bart87

When we talk about new year, most of us will think about countdown, celebration, their new year hope and whatsoever..

It is crawling inside my mind too.. haha!
Oh i just cant wait for 2010 to begin soon..
Lots of plan to be made and to be done.

One thats for sure is i want to stay focus on my study. yea..
And hopefully next year also will mature me a bit more than this year.
I want to achieve every single thing that i wanted..
Just like when i'm a young boy a long time ago..
when i used to work harder each passing days to fulfill my needs..

Another thing is i want to start a new life..
Begin a new chapter of my life..
a life without an alibi..
a life without a backstabber..
a life without a coherent..
a life without a doubt
and a life without any disturbance at all.

Cuz I wanna be what i wanna be.
I am Bart.


Till then,
-Bart87

C'est La Vie?

I know many people will wondering what the hack is that and why i used that words as my blog's name..

The answer is simple.. C'est La Vie are the french words which mean 'it is the life'. Or maybe we can say 'this is life'
c'est = it is
la = the
vie = life


In my opinion, not all of us can accept the fact that life is so great but sometimes it is unexpected. So, expect the unexpected.

Till then,
-Bart87