Semalam..
Ku terlihat di langit..
Tiada bintang yang bersinar..
Tetapi kehadiran bulan purnama sudah cukup untuk menerangi bumi dimalam hari..
Sungguh indah kewujudan bumi ini..
Namun tiada siapa yang peduli..

Aku terpaku sebentar..
Memikirkan perjalanan hidupku ini..
Adakah aku bahagia begini?
Ataupn aku hanya bermain-main api?
Yang pasti aku tak pernah menyesal dengan apa yg tlah ku lalui..

Tiba2 aku rasa sangat selesa..
Tak semua orang diberi peluang yang sama..
Untuk mengenali orang yang sangat istimewa..
Walaupun tidak dijanjikan apa-apa..

Hidup ini penuh dengan dugaan..
Menempuhi onak dan cubaan..
Dan wang bukanlah satu penyelesaian..

Aku menjadi semakin kuat apabila disisimu..
Walaupun pelbagai cabaran yang memutarkan kita untuk tidak bersatu..

Tetapi begitulah bulan yang semakin terang bila adanya pantulan cahaya matahari yang sentiasa menemani bumi yang takut bersendiri..

Semalam merupakan hari yang agak bodoh bagiku..
Maybe aku trlalu sygkn die mnyebabkan aku jd begini..
Tapi xde sape yg akn phm kot..
Biarlah aku dgn cara ku..

Simpanku dlm hati mu bila sayangkan ku..
Buanglah daku jauh dari sudut hati kalau membenciku..

Kerna aku sentiasa ingin melihatmu sihat dan gembira..

Perasaan malu ku sudah tidak tertanggung lagi..
begitu berat rasanya hatiku untuk melakukan semua ini..
Tapi apakah dayaku untuk melawan perasaan ini..
Ku kini hanya temanmu yang tak dipeduli.

Aku tak kisah kau begini..
Tapi jangan sampai biarkan ku terkapai begini..
Ku t'lah lemas di hujung duniawi..
Yang kini membunuhku sampai mati.

Kau hadir dlm hidupku dgn sejuta kegembiraan..
Kau beri padaku seribu harapan..
Kau tunjukkanku seratus kesalah.
Tapi ku tetap menerimanu tanpa satu penyesalan.

Its been awhile aku x update blog nie kan?
Mula2 igtkan dah nk berhenti..
Tibe2 trase cm..Who cares sape yg xske blog aku kan?
Haha.. tb2 trase sgt kejam..:P

Anyways, this month sgt2 bermakna buatku..

Final exams baru jer bis..
Wah.. sgt2 mencabar ye soalan2 kali nie..
Trase cm UiTM saje nk dissmisskan sume bdk2 degree part 3 sem nie..haha..

Then aku ade knal sorng nie..
Erkk.. Yang penting..
Dia sgtlah best and aku ske personality die..
Santai dan bersahaja..
Tapi layakkah aku utk mencuri hatinya..?
Oh.. aku rase sgt2 kecil bila memikirkannya..
Tp pape pn, aku xpnh jmpe gadis spt die sblm nie..
Aku xpnh trase nk mrh pn ble dgn die..
Rase sejuk je hati melihatnya..

Pastu bln nie aku tb2 terajin nk g cari keje..
Tp still xcari2.. Aku tnggu kwn aku jer nie..
Die tb2 senyap jer..
Die nk rase kasut saiz 8 kot..haha..
Hope dlm sehari dua nie aku dpt la keje part tyme ye..

This month gak aku trase sunyi gler..
pas abis exam..aku cm xtawu nk wat per..
aku heran.. nape sem2 sblm nie tyme aku study kt penang, aku sgt2 excited ble cuti sem..?
But not anymore..:(
Nasib baik la aku dpt lepak dgn die n kwn2 die hari2..
Best gler lepak dgn diorg..
Walaupn kdg2 aku xdpt msuk dlm perbualan diorg, tp aku suke tgk die nk kwn2 bersembang n berjenaka.. Hatiku cm terhibur sendiri..

And last but not least..
This month aku byk wat bnde yg aku xpnh wat..
Erm..byk bnde gak la..
Tp hnye die yg tahu..:P

1. What have you been doing recently?

Tgh mencari mood nk study.. Curently xde mood la nk study. Sok ade 2 test but im only touch my notes.. xbace pn, dok termenung entah ke zaman mane le.. huhu..

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?

pnah.. When i think it is the best for me to turn it off. xpn when ia termati sndri.

3. What happened at 10.am today?

Pegang electric notes but xbace pun.. huhu..

4. When did you last cry?

cry? ade ke?? tyme tgk movie sedih mybe.. but sure xde org perasan le.. malu le kalau dinmpk.. :D

5. Believe in fate/ destiny?

Yes. but we have to usaha gak..

6. What do you want in your life now?

successful and a bright future with happiness..:)

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

Oh..slalu redah jer hujan.. Pastu sure demam.. hehe..

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed?

Using my laptop :D

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?

My favorite jean!! The black 1..

10. What’s the nicest thing in your inbox?

Thanx a lot ye..

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?

Try not to.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

Pinjam?? Ntah la.. But my brother n i slalu la share baju.. Kire borrowed x? huhu..

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Confession of a shopaholic

14. What are you proud of?

Myself..:D

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

(Oh it is a secret i'll never tell.. Private prop kot. :P)

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Coba - Faizal Tahir

17. Do you have any nicknames?

yes. byk.. but prefer 'bart'

18. What does the newest text say?

Arsenal mng x? -by acap

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

about 6 gak la.. after selesai solat subuh.

20. Are you currently happy?

Ade la cket2.. tp dah bercampur aduk..

21. Who gives you the best advise?

Mysef

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

Oh.. i will say it is so rude to do that. Bad!!! :P

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?

Ramai..Adik bradik chai kot..:P plan utk kuar..Grilled chicken..haha..

24. Is something bugging you now?

Nope

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

ntah..Hakimi kot.. Cz die diperkotak katikkn smlm..haha..nnt aku letak video tue dlm youtube ye..:P

Automatik siape yg bce blog aku ni kne tag…. Leh x mcm 2…. huhuhuhu

I think its been awhile i didnt write anythin on my blog..
Ntahla..mybe i just dont have enough skill or attraction to have many followers just like others..
Maybe im not as popular as some people..pnuh je pengikut diorg..
Maybe im so lazy and buzy these days..
Maybe nobody want to read my blog..
And maybe its time for me to retire from write anythin on this blog..
Oh..i hates it but i have to do it..
So, i hope all the best for you all..Have the nice time blogging!

P/s : Should i retire from this blogging or not?Please put your comment,vote whether 'yes' or 'no' and reason why you think so..I will stop blogging if:
1)The vote call it the end of road for me
2)insufficient of voters
3)I gave up.

Its been 3 weeks since the day i picked up my foot(leg) injury.
It was the result of a hard tackle by one of the opponent's player.
Might be my joint was dislocated..
And there is no recover sign yet since i do feel the pain everyday..
I always got myself injured but this time is a bit serious..
Oh..I've been through this hell for quite some times ..
Bila lah maw sembuh nih.. :(

Did you guys ever thought what is actually mean by love?
Oh..for me it is undescribable. It is a phenomenon which will happened to everyone.
Nobody can escape from it. Some people do feel it in an early age and the others on their later stages.
Almost a complete year i try to convince myself that love is a bad thing and it always bring disasters to some hearts. Even on last week Valentine's day, i keep on saying to myself that i never celebrate it before and i shouldn't celebrate the V-day because of many negative factors. But the truth is i just lied to myself and make me feel better. Duhh.. It really sound like a looser.

Like myself, i do felt that way too before. My heart was broken twice and it is so fragile now. That is why i try my best not to get involve with it. But the result is always the same. 'Bart..You cannot lie to yourself that you really need someone to love and to be loved'.

For those who had been on the same boat as mine, you guys might know what did i feel.. Sad, alone, aware and in the same time keeping some hope.
Oh..I don't know what happen to me lately..I've become so coward and keep on hiding my feeling. Did this happen to you guys aswell? I've got this feeling before but it was a long time ago and i managed to overcome with it. But now i don't know what should i do..Do i have to keep on hiding my feeling forever till i will regret someday? Or do i have to try to face the truth that i will never be a gentleman who proudly say 'I love you' to the girl that i like?
Oh God.. Did my romantic days already over??

But last night i dream of a girl. She came to me and whisper to me that she was sorry because keep me waiting and she admit that she really loves me. Oh.. I really dont want to wake up this morning. My handphone wake me up for subuh prayer.. :'(

When i think it back about my dream last night..Is there any girl out there that can accept me?Is there any girl that still can tell a guy that she likes that guy first?Is there any girl that will try her best to win my heart(Oh..i really2 missed my schooling days..Girls do fight for a guy's heart..:P)?
If there is a girl who will do anything for me, i really do loves her so much and will be hers' forever. No joke. I will make her to be my wife someday(when the time is right for sure..;) )

But..where is the love???

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday..
Talking about birthday, mesti sume terfikir ttg kek dan hadiah.. Wah..memang meriah la kalau ade party n etc.. But the main thing yg slalu wat hal kpd kite sume ialah.. Hadiah pe nk bg ek?
These days pasal dressing bkn jd 1 mslah dah..pakaian xkene pd tempatnye pn lyn jer kan..biase la tue..Bdk2 zaman skg..(mcm la im excluded..:P)
But today will be my turn to think about what present should i give to my dad.. Nk bg yg mahal2, xde duit.. maklum la..student.. Kalau bli murah2, sah2 la sok luse dah rosak n sume sakit ati..
But beg in mind the present should be simple and bermakna..And once again..pe yg nk dibeli ek?hehe..:D
Kalau la diikutkan hati n i got no limitation with moey..nak je belikan my dad a shiney porshe or an attractive ferrari for him.. Duh.. Just angan2 jer.. yela.. Our parent kan jaga n bela kite dari kecik..it is priceless..xde bende yg bleh diberi ganti dgn sume tue..
Okay2..back to the main story.. actually i wanna buy a present for him tonight.. Dah plan dari last week.. But trase takot plak nk bli..hehe..mcm nk jwb final exam plak.. hehe.. Bkn ape.. Im afraid that present doesnt suit him jer..
Nways, all the best for me..
And Happy Birthday Abah..:)
May Allah bless you always..Insyaallah..:)

Its been ages i didn't play basketball..actually basketball was 1 of my fav sport during high school and i had represented my school for couple of times..other than that are soccer, futsal, badminton, athlete and etc.
Nak dijadikan cerita..td my friend and i went to play basketball..best gler ar..walaupn da lame xmain..but its still fun throwing the ball into the basket..walaupn perlu dimengakukan bahawa 'skill'ku telah banyak terhilang entah..but ade la cket2 yg bleh digunapakai lg..but yg ketara..aku da xleh score 3pointer like i always did..:( dpt score 3pointer pn 2 kali je drp 10 percubaan..hampeh btol..mmg aku da xlayak utk bermimpi nk jd MVP(Most Valuable Player) lagi dah lah..So sad..
Tp td yg sedihnye i forgot to bring my shoe..mmg berkaki ayam la.nk pakai sandle,mmg licin..Berkaki ayam pn td da jatuh skali..it was my fault..tergelincir..duh..:(
But tyme main td,i've meet a friend back to my secondary school..xsngka bley trjmpe td..
pape pn..conclusionnye main td mmg best but memenatkan..xlupe gak td i've been picked up an foot injury..terseliuh time main td..xtaw la ble ley baik nie..hurm..:(

Oh..hari nie sungguh memenatkan..
pg td study smpai xsedar dah kul 4pagi..OMG..my class will be b at 8.30am..mmg jem la..dgn kene bgn subuh lg..nsb baik xterlepas subuh..tp xcukup tdo la..alarm fone pn asyik ditekan 'snooze' jer..n sedar2 dah 8.10..cmne nie?mandi pn da 30min..urgh..lyn jerla..lmbt pn lmbt la..jnji mandi tue wajib..hehe..tyme lmbt2 tue smpat gak dgr lagu 'everyday' by bon jovi..lagu nie cm bg smngt kpdku setiap hari utk memulakn hari yg bru..
klass bis kul 12.20 cm2 la..
blk klas g solat jumaat plak..pas2 trus g cari digital mall..fuh..pnye la pnat mencari..rupe2 mall tue da byk kali da aku lalu..just xperasan..haha..rase cm nk langgar je mall tue..:P
mlm plak kul 8.30pm g main badminton kt Bkt Jelutong..pastu dlm kul 9.30 trus mengejar g sec17 utk main futsal plak..nsb baik dpt score byk.kalau x..mmg tension gak la..haha..But Robin van Persie will always be my idol..cmne la die pnye turning pnye la lawa..i wish i can play like him..but unlucky me cz i wont get even near to his standart..he is prolific striker n a goals scoring mechine..